4th.

http://karinlovesyou.tumblr.com/

2011-03-11T12:29:00.001+08:00

CLICK HERE.

MOVED. (AGAIN)

2011-02-21T16:51:00.001+08:00

MOVED.
coz i wanna try smth new and simpler.

Yums

2011-02-21T15:31:00.001+08:00

today im home alone again.
and its e day when i know i haf work to do, but all i wanna do is laze ard.
ROT.

2011-02-20T15:44:00.002+08:00

"It’s heart breaking, losing someone who meant so much to you all because you never told them how you really felt. You just let them go, without a word. Well now months have passed and you regret it more than anything. You’re waiting for them to tell you that they miss you, but that’s just wishful thinking"

Its No Life Time

2011-02-15T17:46:00.003+08:00

but on a happier note, i've got happy food, a bag of chips, and a fake rose. -.-" LOL!!!

i've pics (not ytd's) but im lazy to post them.
i posted e bubbletea pics on fb but i dun feel like tagging. sighs.

i dun like march - april. =(((

oh. and my hair is horrible. looks like grass/hay/watever.
im gonna chop it off like soon. cant stand it.
i think when horses see me they'll wanna eat my hair. =/

張學友-愛是永恆

2011-02-10T16:25:00.002+08:00

super duper love tis song can.
i honestly think his live singing is better than the cd.
HOW COME SO THE POWERDERFUL ONE?!

The Escalator

2011-02-10T14:48:00.000+08:00

?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! i am seriously speechless. -.-

First Three Days

2011-02-08T22:25:00.027+08:00

Cny eve.
steamboat at guma's place.

Cny day 1.
dinner at grandparents' place.

Cny day 2.
lunch at uncle fie's place. mahjong-ed til evening, thus not much pics lol.

Cny day 2's evening.
dinner at dai yi ma's place. monopoly deal-ed e whole night.

Cny day 3.
dinner at 2nd aunt's place.

supposed to go rws wif e dads, but plan failed.
we ended up monopoly deal-ed e whole night again. -.-

cny day 4 was at my place.
rachel didnt bring cam so i used mine to take pics.
and being e super efficient person i am, the pics r all still in my cam. HAHAHAHAA.

had cnp reunion dinner earlier at our fujianmian place.
tmr's reunion dinner wif e uni peeps.
poly's still pending. coz everyone is soooooo busy. SNORES. lol.

Cnp Goes To Msia =D

2011-02-01T17:15:00.041+08:00

epic day in summary.

- reached stn at 730am only to realise train to danga city alrdy left at 715am

- took train to citysquare at 8am instead

- in e train, we wanted to find e kitchen, walked from our area to e end of e train and in e end realised theres no kitchen

- reached our stop but didnt realise it and still sat there til we saw ppl alighting.

- walked out of e stn and realised we didnt get our passport chopped. went to e counter like some suaku only to realise they chopped our immigration card and its alrdy counted as chopped.

- walked to citysquare but too early not opened yet.

- took e goods lift out and had to jump down from the good area.

- stood outside e mall and waited for qy's fren, and inhaled some car's exhaust pipe. -.-

- rained like pqrs so we were dropped at tesco instead of jusco.

- tried to cross over to jusco in e rain. walked in e middle of e rd like we owned it, causing hazard to e cars, in e meanwhile braving e thunderstorm.

- couldnt find e entrance so we followed e car route wif e cars up e carpark

- reached jusco. and looked like we juz survived tsunami. drenched from head to toe.

- qy's fren came over to fetch us for dinner. witnessed an accident. 2 cars banged into each other.

- bumped into sharon.

- qy, qx and me decided to do mani pedi. and qx got a noob so we ended up waiting 3hrs.

- aftr she's done, e mall has closed and we had to look for e security guard to open e gate for us to get out.

home sweet home. lol.

Errrrrrr

2011-01-31T15:13:00.001+08:00

No thanks. =/

waiting for taima to upload pics to fb so i can blog abt our epic trip ytd.
through thick and thin, sunshines and tsunamis. =/

Finally

2011-01-28T00:02:00.002+08:00

yes peeps, im back in action. pls dun ask wat happened.
cya all next wk.

=)))

2011-01-18T15:15:00.002+08:00

i am gan dong to the max! HEHEHEHE.

~~~~~

ANYW. it was like winter ytd night.
i wore spag to sch and e aircon was super cold.
went out to rot at e stairs wif rena, and e wind was damn cold too.
really like winter. but shiok.

but after e break, e class literally has NO AIR.
i think ppl switched off e aircon or smth.
lucily i went in at only abt 930 so only had to tahan for like 30mins?

went town wif kate for supper after class.
ben and jerry's at heeren! and mac fries.
went back at ard 11plus.

and one scary thing hapepned.
when i reached home ytd night, my gate was wide open. =/
so my initial thot was ''omg did someone break into my hse?!''

so i pushed e door open and saw my dad lying on e couch.
heard him snore, so i know he's alive. LOL.
den i went into my mum's room and was damn relieved tt she was fine too.

so i told her e gate was wide opened. and she went ''WAS IT?''
apparently non one knows why it was opened. zzz
so we checked e hse to see if anyone sneaked in but to our relief there wasnt anyone hiding in e hse.

tt night i was damn scared la. lol.
i locked my room when i slp. i dun usually do tt unless i haf ppl sleeping over. privacy wat. =/

Boxing BBQ =D

2011-01-15T15:01:00.012+08:00

coz it was held on boxing day! muahahha.

i rmb it was raining e whole afternoon, so i rotted til 6plus den left e hse.
reached pasir ris at ard 8.
den got lost looking for e park. and when i finally found e park, i got lost looking for e pit. LOL!!

i was walking ard e park like for dunno how long.
i walked past them twice and didnt realise. LOL!!!
super lu chi.

it was super fun.
eating and crapping wif e sec sch peeps.
we were all super nonsense.

everyone left at ard 11plus.
wanted to catch e last train but in e end didnt. -.-

ks, taige and i decided to cab over to cine to watch late nite movie.
watched tron.
and after tt we rotted at mac, crapped some more, while waiting for e first train.

super nice but super tired. =DDD
home sweet home after tt.

許廷鏗 - 我的離開也是愛

2011-01-14T03:00:00.001+08:00

i am so damn happy today. =DDD
was smiling like some crazy person all e way on e bus. muahahaha.
GUESS WHY. =p

Hi Uma!

2011-01-12T21:02:00.004+08:00

ahahahaha. coz uma thinks i shld update my blog.

there r 3 reasons how come at times my blog seems pretty dead.

1. theres nth interesting happening in my life
2. interesting things happened but im damn lazy
3. im too busy watching dramas to bother abt my blog

HAHAHAHA.

and nowadays its no. 3.
and e reason why im here now is bcoz my show is buffering.
damn the internet! LOL.

tis morning, no actually afternoon, coz i woke up at noon, qx told me tt she've revived smth and asked me to guess wat was it.
the hint is it requires internet.

and w/o thinking i said ''OVEN!''
LOL. she was like ''wah ur oven damn high tech!''

she revived her blog. hahaha. think hers has been dead for 2 years.
heehee. well at least mine is still alive.

anyw i juz found out smth upsetting.
its not a big deal to anyone but it is a BIG deal to me! bleh.
HAHA. and only rena knows why. =p

oh. and it has absolutely nth to do wif IY results.
IY doesnt bother me as much as tt. =((( SIGHS.

何維健- 當我知道你們相愛

2011-01-11T02:22:00.001+08:00

tt eunice got me addicted to tis song la.
ok partly coz derrick ho is damn cuteeee!!! HAHAHHAHA.

Bochup

2011-01-10T16:27:00.002+08:00

"Just because i dun care doesn't mean i dun understand.''

-Homer Simpson

Fuck You - Lily Allen

2011-01-09T00:48:00.003+08:00

i like this song. serious. =D
pls dun judge me, im not a vulgar person! =p
the radio censored the chorus and i find it really realy lame. hahhahaha.

and this song! HAHAHHAHA.

Dramas

2011-01-09T00:20:00.004+08:00

if its still abt e same old thing, den leave me out of it.
because i have no desire to be part of the drama.

BITCHBITCHBITCH. all u can do is bitch. shutup alrdy. and growup please!

there is one person who can make me clench my fists now, and one who can make me smile and forget abt it.

i want to meet the latter. <3

My Brother

2011-01-08T00:19:00.001+08:00

i told him he's teenage mutant ninja turtle.
and he msned me tis pic LOL.

HAHAHAHHA. i love my bro la. =p

I Shld Update My Blog

2011-01-06T22:51:00.010+08:00

it was the day we got rejected by butter.
how damn sad. =(((

munyeng, voonling, melissa, alvin, kelly, nicholas, michael and 2 of alvin's friends.

vincent came over to fetch me. super nice of him. =))) and ermm.. got lost looking for my sch.
we reached at 11pm. ard there.
he den went over to clarke quay to join his friends.

we queued til 12am den e tis uncle came to tell us tt its full.
REJECTED. =(((((
so we walked over to boat quay.

wanted to find jazz@south bridge but realised its gone.
so we walked over to clarke quay.

pub hopped. forbidden city. den tis i dunno wat pub. and den yello jello.
they hopped somemore after 3am but i left wif vincent so i didnt know wat happened to them after tt.
i heard everyone got pissed drunk. HAHA HENG.

so yeah. some pics below. from munyeng's cam. =)))

my crossover to 2011 was alright. party at my place wif close friends.
nye was nice but new yr itself was -.-"

half e day was spent puking. it was horrible. but i sort of dun rmb wat happened e nite before.
i think i rmb singing some rubbish songs and taima went ''shutup shutup shutup." HAHAHAHA!

the next sch day i found fries in my pencil case instead of pens.
it was damn funny. i couldnt stop laughing.
i suspect it happened on nye. lalalalala~~~

and on tues, went to alvin's chalet at downtown east.
there werent too many ppl. like a cosy event. but fun nonetheless.

mel and vl left early. den bl left like soon after coz she bth wanna slp alrdy.
den left wif me, taige, ks, alvin, kelly and zhenpeng.

kelly went to bed so e 4 of us walked along e beach til we finally decided to be lightbulbs and go disturb some couple hnaky pankying by e rock.

WE WERE SO MEAN! hahahhaa. the couple left after we went over and made noise.

den we rotted on e rock. damn shiok.
until. ks and i got hungry.
so we walked back to e chalet, took food and drinks and monopoly deal and nua at mac.

taige, zhenpeng and i took e train back e next morning.

and so im gonna end tis post abruptly. HAHA.

Hello Stranger

2010-12-31T02:08:00.005+08:00

"I just know that when im with you, Im so damn happy."

- Hello Stranger

ok that movie is like so much better than wat i expected ok!
initially i thot it was juz a cheesy love movie.

still a love movie but but it turned out really good! some funny parts. (y)
watch it if u havent! =DDD

cant wait for tmr. or shld i say later!
spending e last day of 2010 wif my beloved girls. nth can be better than tat. muacks!
ok now i sound as cold as taima. LOL!!!

Awesome

2010-12-30T13:21:00.002+08:00

ytd night was awesome.
rejected by butter. coz full house. and ended up in clarke quay.
pub-hopped. =DDD
but it was fun nonetheless.

too bad my driver wanna leave at 3am and i following his car.
if not it'll be a crazier night.
coz i heard they drank more! =p

more on tt soon. pics in fiance's cam. =DDD

=)))

2010-12-26T15:14:00.000+08:00

i said goodbye and am rewarded with a new hello. =)))

Utterly Devoted

2010-12-20T15:08:00.002+08:00

these few days eunice kept bugging me to attend e nite class instead.
HOW CAN?!?!?! im super faithful to rena one ok! HHAHAHAHAHA!!

rena pls read tis and realise how devoted i am to you! HAHAHAHAHA.

speaking of devotion, haf i told u ppl i've had a crush on tis guy for like 4 yrs?
very very long ago la.
i liked him for like damn long and i dun dare to tell lor. super coward one.
but now come to think of it, v waste of time lor.
many things could haf happened in 4 yrs and i chose to wait stupidly.

now i wun do tis kind of things anymore.
once i feel tt there's no moving on, i wun wanna waste time anymore. ahahha.

anyw its xmas week! super excited ok.
i've like a whole line of activities waiting for me. wooohoooo~~~~~

and cant wait for 2011 too.
new yr = new beginnings
all unhappiness = erased and forgotten = new start

my 2009 was terrible and i made myself a promise tt i'll be happy in 2010.
and i did it. now 2011 will be a better and happier yr! hopefully =DDD

There Goes My Holidays

2010-12-19T12:54:00.007+08:00

my hols started off really badly.
was sick from last thurs til mon. throat infection + high fever. -.-

den had dinner wif alvin, my and sk on tues.
and kena food poisoning. -.-
diarrhoea + vomit + dizzy + cold sweat. kns!
but luckily it only lasted one day.

so e good thing is tt i enjoyed myself from wed til ytd la.
better than nth la hor.

wed was mad awesome.
lunched in e east wif alvin + bl + alvin's fren.
den later shopping at orchard wif fiance and butterfac at nite. =D
pics in fiance's cam.

celebrated xq's bday at crystal jade on thurs.
wif vl + mel + my for awhile.

fri was shopping at town wif piu che.

ytd was picnic wif e uni peeps at barrage.
wif eunice + zahiah + shabir + sucan + rendall + travis.
our stingray flew away. =(((((

all pics in zahiah and travis's cams.
i think i was eating my hair in all e pics. the wind was crazy! zzzzz

one sneak peek though. heehee.

was supposed to go play squash tis morning but i overslept. zzzzz. nvm!

i seriously cant wait for xmas eve! muahahaha.

We Need A Closure

2010-12-13T00:00:00.003+08:00

im procrastinating coz im a coward. it shld happen long ago.
its dec and its time to say goodbye and start a new life.

Creepy

2010-12-12T01:40:00.002+08:00

smth creepy happened. now im traumatised.
remind me to tell u guys when we meet. =/

Its Really Okay

2010-12-04T12:19:00.002+08:00

我总会把你戒掉~~~

its raining. i've no mood to study. =/
all i wanna do is to slp. zzzzz.

Hebe - 寂寞寂寞就好

2010-12-03T23:28:00.002+08:00

my new fave song.
some parts kinda described how i was feeling last time.

memories flooded my mind when i listened to tis song.
but den i rmb my directions in life.
abit stubborn at times but i know maz jiayou and move accordingly. =)))

i think im living in some well. i didnt even realised its dec alrdy.
mad stressed nowadays and i feel like i've no life.
everytime i look at my books i feel like crying. =/

pls let all these be over soon.

The Plan

2010-11-28T00:52:00.003+08:00

our plan to rob a bank and make ourselves die rich.
before the world ends on 21st dec 2012.

HAHAHAHHAHAHA AWESOME RITE?????!!!! =P

P.S. ok in case any siao kia think we're serious, we're kidding. -.-"

Soooooo Brave =p

2010-11-27T20:59:00.004+08:00

i was so brave ytd. i watched shutter alone. HAHAHA.

i was doing tis ''train myself to be brave'' campaign wif myself ever since chris 'forced' me to watch tong yan wif him, by telling me he'll only pay for my ticket if i watched tt show. -.-
and so i really went to watch. and he really paid for my ticket. ahahaha.

u shld ask him how i watched e show. hahahaha. hilarious.

oh yes. back to shutter. i told bunny tt i was gonna watch shutter alone ytd nite.
and he was really mean. -.-
he scared me a few times in e middle of e show by texting stuffs like ''theres smth behind u!''
and e worse thing is, its not wats in e text tt scares me, its e msg tone of my phone.
FML. i got scared by my own phone lol.

so i had to silent my phone coz i jumped a few times. HAHAHA.
and no, its no longer e happy tree friends. =)))

towards e end it got really scary and i think he knew i was really scared so he stopped being mean and started being nice instead.
so actually thankyou, for e texts coz somehow it kinda distracts me from being scared lol.

and oh yeah, jy called in e middle of e show too.
and i was really dao coz he called using his hse phone and i dun really like to pick up unknown calls.
he had to call twice before i picked up. and i went ''oh its you!'' e moment he said hello.
and he went ''i know u wouldnt pick up e first call.'' HAHAHA.

and so e show ended at ard 130am.
and i had trouble sleeping. thot i would definitely haf nitemares but i didnt =))
but i didnt really slp v well. -.-

but at least i survived shutter and i think its an achievement. HAHAHAHAHAHA.
BRAVE ANOT. =P

Thanksgiving

2010-11-26T21:07:00.002+08:00

today's ts's bday. and ytd was thanksgiving.
and let me tell u how i spent my thanksgiving. hahaha.

1. sleeping e afternoon away at home
2. panic mode on e way to sch.
3. poster presentation.
4. gossiping wif kate and chris.
5. gossip more wif jy and pps.
6. stuck in an awkward situation wif ah zai, kate and rena.
7. evilly dumped ah zai alone
8. and went supper wif kate, shabby, travis and ty.
9. gossip more wif them.
10. gossip more wif eunice and chris on msn at home.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. there. my awesome thanksgiving. =p

吳克羣 - 沒關係

2010-11-21T14:42:00.001+08:00

Maybe Thats Why

2010-11-20T16:10:00.003+08:00

mock test ytd was.... not like a mock test at all.
coz. i was smsing freddie and eating my fried carrot cake and feeling bored at e same time.

was suposed to go out but ended up doing proj e entire nite.
i haf no life. =/

qx was telling me she has had enough too, of many things.
well, hi 5 girl. me too.

i guess there r times, when even e bochup queen cant bochup anymore.

There Is A Hole In My Heart Where You Used To Be

2010-11-17T22:49:00.002+08:00

Today

2010-11-17T00:58:00.002+08:00

everything was so impromptu today. just the way i like it.
impromptu lunch. impromptu movie. impromptu dinner. impromptu gathering.

weather was terrible. so didnt get to watch e meteor shower.
if not it'll be perfect.

Shroom

2010-11-16T00:01:00.001+08:00

“ If he misses you, he’ll call just to hear your voice. If he wants you, he’ll say it. And if he cares, he’ll show it. If he has a thought about you, it will come out of his mouth. If you are on his mind non-stop, he will do anything he can just to see you. If he truly likes you, he won’t let get anything in the way and fight back just to keep you in his arms. If not, he can’t be worth your time because you’re obviously not worth his. ”

2010-11-13T01:35:00.003+08:00

i talked to my mum abt tt suitor.
finally spilled to her tt im not e least interested in him and stuffs. =/

seriously la. i dunno wth is wrong wif me la.
he seemed really perfect i swear. no wonder my mum thinks he's great.

he's really nice, has a deg, gonna haf a great job, pays for every single date, showers me wif gifts, he's tall, tanned, avg-looking though, and he likes me.

now the huge prob here is i dun like him! -.-
i dunno why but theres juz no sparks between us. i didnt even let him hold my hand! hahahah.

i dunno how often u ppl get tis. theres a totally great guy who's totally into u and u juz arent interested. wtf?!?!?!

talked to rena abt tis coz i was really sian abt all these.
and she asked me to tell him straight in e face tt i dun like him.

i know its prob e rite thing to do but i juz cant do it.
its weird right, i know!
its like i've rejected so many guys before in my lfe but i juz cant seem to open my mouth to tis guy.

wat is wrong wif me?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

maybe coz he's been really nice. or maybe im juz sick of being e bad person.
i feel tt its so much easier to confess my love to a guy who's not into me (hypothetically) than to tell him ''sorry i dun like u.''
MAYBE. i dunno. i've nv tried confessing to someone who doesnt like me though. =/

he've been asking me out e past couple of days but i kept telling him im busy.
half true coz im really busy wif sch and stuffs.
half untrue coz no matter how busy i am i can always squeeze time out for ppl i really care abt.

oh but im really sorry taima, qx and mel, for ps-ing e dinner date juz now.
coz my mum wans me to go to e agency wif her. =/ sorry sorry. haha.

butbut. if exam period nearing and i still squeeze time out for dinner or a quick meetup etc it means i really love u ppl okayyyy. tt u all mean alot to me. =))

alrite. gotta slp. tmr's gonna be a longlong day again. tata~~

How To Get From China To Taiwan

2010-11-12T16:25:00.002+08:00

see the circled one.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
its mad funny la ok.

mum called earlier tis afternoon. tink she wans to go down to e agency or smth.
but e phone cocks up and i cant hear her. -.-
and den i cant get her afterwards.

den my dad called and asked abt gg down to e agency too.
but i've no idea wat e plan is now coz i cant find mum (and he cant too) -.-

so i guess i'll juz stick to having dinner wif taima and qx later on. hmmmm.

Do The Wrong Thing!

2010-11-11T20:58:00.002+08:00

nobody's home e whole day except for my bro ytd.
and he suddenly text me and told me theres a huge xiaoqiang in e kitchen.

i went ''squash it wif ur bare hands! be a man, do the right thing!''
he said '' why dun you do the right thing den?''
and i said ''i love doing the wrong things!''

ahahahahahaha.

so he juz left e roach running ard in e hse. -.-
and til now we dunno where it went.
i hope its not lurking ard in my room or i will juz die. lol

Coz Life is Unfair

2010-11-11T00:09:00.004+08:00

bcoz i can poke, pinch and bite bunny but he cant do tt to me. LOL!!!

LONGLONG day today. only got home not long ago and im totally exhausted.
slow progression though. -.- very slowwwww.
bleaaaah but im off to slp GOODNITE PEEPS.

Like His Bird

2010-11-07T23:37:00.000+08:00

SO FUNNYYYYYYY!!!! HAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHA.

HAHAHAHAHHAA

2010-11-07T01:06:00.001+08:00

The Stories of October

2010-11-06T01:54:00.011+08:00

some halloween pics.
i was the dead-mad-scientist-who-comes-alive-and-is-still-mad-obsessed-with-the-green-chemical and qx is the saddistic-female-ghost-wif-a-clown-in-her-hands.

yes. we do haf absurd long names. its ridiculous but who cares?! =p

headed over to clarke quay after dinner.
had to take off my labcoat coz sg weather is awesomely hottttttt.

the street is flooded wif ppl wif cool/weird/awesome/lame dressups.
took a pic wif mario and the man in swimsuit.

i really had lots of fun in oct. cant believe it juz said goodbye.
nov's not gonna be awesome coz its geek time.

many ppl cant really believe tt i've totally given up on partying and dedicating my time to studying.
its weird i know. knowing karin the party girl for yrs and suddenly tis change in me.
i find it weird too, honestly. but basically tts juz it. i've changed.

ppl haf been asking me, esp e classmates, wat caused tis change in me? like, wat happened?
honestly speaking, there can be many reasons.
one of which i've xiang tong, decided to work hard and aim for my dream.
im not sure if tts possible but den even if i failed in e end, at least i've tried.

many other things too, actually. so many thing has happened. so many things has changed.
just in tis short period of time, i feel tt there has been a complete change. for the better or the worse im not sure, all i know is tt its not e same anymore.

or maybe u can say im still the same old me.
just tt tis time i've chosen a different approach to handle things. a better way to handle things.

mel showed me a video which she said she cried for 15mins after watching.
seriously, i did not even drop a single tear after watching it hahahaha.
maybe i've really lost the ability to cry.

u know tt feeling when ppl force u to do things u dun wanna do?
i hate tt feeling. its like asking me to marry someone i dun like and still haf to pretend tt im happy.

why like tis? why must i settle down wif him when i haf no feelings for him?!

i didnt ask to be the one wif the messed up life u know.
i really feel like ranting, dun bother abt me. just le me be. as usual, i'll be fine after awhile.

i love my parents, i really do. even though they are really protective and stuffs.
and i know they love me. and i really appreciate e fact tt they wan me to be happy all e time.

they found someone to take care of me. according to them, great future, great prospect.
and most imptly, he loves me like pqrs. so as to ensure i wouldnt get hurt anymore.

i know ok. who doesnt. after all tis time u think i cant feel it? i may be ice queen all tis while but im human afterall.

actually i really feel like crying. but now all i can do is to laugh.

im gonna be normal in sch or like anywhere else. so even if u do read tis, pls pretend u hadnt and dun probe. i dun even wanna talk abt it. i just wanna rant.

just let me focus on my studies for now ok.
oh and at times if i tell u i need a hug or a shoulder, just be nice and lend me ok? =))))

Halloween!

2010-10-30T13:32:00.012+08:00

i've been really excited abt halloween.
i love halloween coz i love dressing up muahahha.

i was a really failed not-scary-vampire last yr, and seriously tis yr i wanna be smth different.
i wanna be scaryyyyyyy.

halloween's supposed to be scary yeah?

kate said tat in e states, everyone loves to dress really slutty.
they like to put sexy in their costumes.
eg. sexy nurse, sexy ghost, sexy cab driving -.- LOL

i wish we were in e states coz its be bursting wif halloween mood rite now.

and i've been thinkng of wat to dress up as.
definitely nth sexy coz i dun think im suitable for it. i mean, look at me, its juz not v me. lol

not gonna be an angel.
coz tis world is full of pretended angels.

not gonna be a devil.
coz im not evil. wahahahha. =p
and angels and devils r overrated, seriously.

dun wanna be a witch too.
coz... i juz dun wanna be one. and its not scary enough.

hahahha spiderman's not in my list but it juz reminds me of alvin.
hahahaha alvin i miss you! -.-

tis is cool though.

i've actually really considered toilet papering myself and be a mummy!

and tis too!
coz its really simple.
juz put a sheet over u and cut 2 holes. and so cute somemore!

i really wanted to be darth vadar!!!!!!!!!
come join the dark side!!!
i love him lol

but in the end i juz decided to be a scary scientist.
juz wear labcoat, do some scary makeup and mess up my hair.

i'm not sure how e end esults will look like but im looking fwd later.
see wat i can do to myself lol.

cooking halloween dishes + watching scary halloween movies + gg down to see if anyone's up for trick or treating. yoooohooo i cant wait for later!

but after today, i think i shld really get back to being a geek lol.
im stressed, really. =/ hahahaha.

I REALLY WANNA TRICK OR TREAT! AND COLLECT HAPPY FOOD!! BOOOOOOO.

p.s. i received tat email again. but tis time no more confusion, i juz deleted it and decided not to think anymore. ahhhh so proud of myself lol

Updates

2010-10-25T19:45:00.003+08:00

a fren once told me tt the pretty girls all haf small boobs. the ones wif big boobs r ugly.
in other words....

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA I'LL TAKE THAT AS A COMPLIMENT! =P

anyw my wkend was kinda awesome despite e fact tat i wasnt feeling v well.
celebrated qy and my's bday tgt.

outram + ue sq + lunched at bakerzin + chinatown + tanjong pagar plaza + marina barrage + indian poker but forfeit is -.- + dinner @ arab st + chou tofu @ geylang + watch car race @ yishun but didnt really get to see any races + home sweet home =)))))

today was family day @ changi airport.

popeyes @ t3 + tour ard + coffeebean = loves. =DDD

ohoh. and kate called juz now and asked where i was.
and when i told her i was at changi she was like ''why are you there?!''
apparently she thot we had class today and she was in sch HAHAHAHAHAHA. -.-

My Brother -.-

2010-10-22T17:41:00.002+08:00

i had tis conversation wif my bro ytd.

me: u shld name ur son JJ. Jason Junior.

bro: u shld name ur son KK.

me: kiki?

bro: no. Karin's Kid.

HAHAHAHAHAAHHAAHHAHAHAHA!!!!! WTH!!!!!!!!

now u know why my bro is an impt person in my life.
he nv fails to crack me up. -.- lame much.

You Have No Idea Why

2010-10-19T23:21:00.001+08:00

我可以陪你去看星星

不用再多说明

我就要和你在一起

我不想又再一次和你分离

我多么想每一次的美丽

是因为你

Wang Lee Hom - 你不知道的事

2010-10-15T15:05:00.001+08:00

obsessed wif tis song now. =DDD

Generally Confused, As Usual

2010-10-14T17:11:00.001+08:00

i received an email.
and i've no idea how to react to it. my heart stopped for a sec and i thot i was gonna die.

and den i deleted it. =/

Because Its Pathology

2010-10-12T13:32:00.001+08:00

so we can nv go home early. -.-

Kate's Partaaaayyy!!!

2010-10-11T23:27:00.010+08:00

it was a belated bday celebration.
coz kate has to wait til her parents r out of town so we can all slpover at her place.

the initial plan was:
1. head over to her place.
2. drink.
3. dinner.
4. drink some more.
5. party at st james.
6. head back to her place for early morning swim
7. slp.

but seriously it didnt go according to plan.

i met up wif her at amk to go buy liquor and mixer etc. den head over to her place.
it was ard evening by den and we got hungry.
ordered pizza and waited like forever before it arrived.

we watched ''the hole'' on her lappy while wiating for e pizza.
the show almost ended when e pizza came. -.- we were sooooo hungry.

calvin head over at ard 7plus. and we started drinking.
we had rum, vodka and gin.
gin wif apple was aweeeesomeeeee!!!!
den gwen came by at ard 8, followed by leon, rendall and chris.

had a few drinks den headed out at ard 10? or 11. i haf no idea.
i cant really rmb wat time it was hahahaha.

dragonfly first. and we opened a bottle of martell.
headed over to ph after e bottle. and it was super squeezyyyyy!!! -.-

took some pics. the rest r in fb. but pics r always not enough!!!!!! =(((((

headed back over to kate's place at i haf totally no frealing idea wat time. lol
we splitted into 2 cabs. kate, gwen and leon in one. and me, rendall, chris and calvin in one.

and u know wat? our cab, we went over to e wrong condo. -.- LOL!!!
took them awhile to figure out we were at e wrong place.

hahahaha. i had no clue wat was gg on coz i was juz following them ard.
and they piggybacked me! it was awesomeee!!! hahaha i didnt haf to walk. =p
ok it wasnt really a v long distance but still..... =p

back to kate's place in one piece.
i was still sober enough to take off my contacts, am i awesome or wat? LOL

den they had instant noodles. i ate abit and went back into kate's room to slp.
mad headaches but they were gone in e morning. but i was really stoned when i woke up.

everyone died a aliitle tat nite.
it was sooooooooo awesome!

and u know wat e funny thing was?
we found all e instant noodles seasoning on e table in e morning.
which means tat everyone was eating plain noodles tat nite. HAHAHAHAHA.
mad funny. =p

stupid things ppl did. but i know, its coz we were all drunk tat nite. haha.

Im An Astronaut!

2010-10-10T00:51:00.000+08:00

calvin's sooo funny at times. hahahaha.

gonna blog abt e awesome slpover at kate's soon. uploading pics to fb in progress.=)))
suddenly feel tat im mad efficient.

讓一切隨風

2010-10-07T13:52:00.001+08:00

i've always loved tis song. one of my fave oldies. =)
but when i heard tis girl's version, i thot tat it sounded better than e original! so awesome la.

im so singing tis the next time i k again. hahaha.

讓一切隨風~~~~~~

Awesome

2010-10-03T13:26:00.011+08:00

ytd was awesome.
cycling wif e cnp girls in e late afternoon.
den after tat was dinner wif qx + family + relatives. LOL

serious. initially we dun even know wats gg on. -.-
and we got lost at bt panjang. mad lame. u-turned like a million times. soooo funny.

but dinner was great. =D
thanks uncle. =D

after tat was home. wasnt tat shag coz we didnt cycle v far.
but i got mosquito bites again!!! snores.

i had tis reallyreally weird dream tis morning. -.-
it was so weird i dunno how to react when i woke up. lol.

and it was weirder i didnt haf nitemares considering e fact tat i was watching tis ghost story thingy on wo cai rite before i slp.

was crapping wif chris e whole day and den he decided to watch wo cai wif me too.
den discussed abt e ghost story.
like got 3 ppl telling, one is fake and we haf to guess.

we both thot e 2nd story was fake!
coz it sounds abit ridiculous. hahaha.

but we were wrong!!!!!!!! -.-

the first story was scary. -.-

im like mad fanjian coz im terribly afraid of ghosts but i always like to watch tis kind of rubbish. LOL!!!
but i like tis kind of things when in chalet or wif a grp of ppl. -.-

im really scared of haunted mansions though.
i bit mel when we went in one in hk. HAHAHAHA. im so sorry.

maybe if its a super big grp it'll be different.
i wanna go OCH though. hahaha. =/

long ago songs but they're currently stuck in my head.
i haf to sing them in kbox on tuesssss!!!!!

oh btw, i post lyrics in my fb juz bcoz they're stuck in my head. not becoz im emo or anything.
dun anyhow think. -.-

Happy Children's Day

2010-10-01T14:45:00.003+08:00

to all the kids out there. and my cnp peeps.
bcoz we're forever kids. HAHAHAHA. esp mel. forever 2 secs.
i lovelovelove you peeps. =D

i got spammed happy children's day msg e whole morning. lol.
thanks ah. so everyone thinks im a kid? lol its ok im a kid at heart. xD

its ok u ppl can spam me smses. i've unlimited sms now so yeah.
SPAM ME LIKE ITS MSN!!!! i'll definitely reply. hahahahhahaha!!!!

i had a nice dream ytd abt e cnp peeps but i cant rmb wat it was abt.
and den mel said she had a dream abt us too.

MAYBE ITS THE SAME DREAM EH! INCEPTION! HAHAHAHAHA.

anyw, i kiaped my tongue ytd in sch while sucking on e milk bottle water bottle. -.-
damn lame.

Bully!

2010-09-30T15:22:00.000+08:00

Next Wk Pls!

2010-09-30T00:34:00.004+08:00

next wk, its gonna be a crazy wkend. i juz hope i dun drown. HAHA.
afterall, superman's not always nearby to save me everything i get in deep shit.
he's gonna juz abandon me one day coz he's too tired of cleaning up my rubbish all e time.

BAHHH. =/

Supper

2010-09-29T12:53:00.004+08:00

supper wif qx and taima ytd. asked ks and tg and mel too but ks ps-ed, mel wanna slp and tg was video conferencing wif his parents and so we finished e food he was done LOL

was having tis conversation wif taige ytd nite.

taige: how come u all can eat supper so late at nite and still keep figure?

me: coz we're born wif tis gift!

taige: share ur tips wif me!

me: shit more. LOL!!!

HAHAHAHAHA. ok i was kidding tg! i dun really shit alot.
like only once a day or maybe once in 2 days. lol.

ANYWAY!!!!! I\'VE OFFICIALLY JOINED THE IPHONE GANG!! WOOOHOOOOO~~~~
on monday. hahaha. mad happy.
thankyou daddy! i love you. and u know it. =DDD

i've got lab in LT again later. snoresssssss.

and sept is ending soon! like wth?!?!?! it seems like i didnt do anything much tis mth too! -.-

Vroom Vroom!!!

2010-09-26T01:36:00.005+08:00

random dinner wif taima + muthu's curry + listening to vroom vroom + watching the wheels oso shuang + muthu's curry made us mad thirsty -.-

i am in a very good mood today. hahahaha. =DDDD
mad awesome.
hopefully the good mood stays so u can see me smiling like some crazy person all e time LOL.

im so happy i can throw a piranha at my bunny's face. =/ HAHAHA.

Go After Her

2010-09-25T16:13:00.001+08:00

Mid Autumn

2010-09-25T00:34:00.005+08:00

mid autumn was my fairytale.
but now it has a whole new meaning. =))

tis random fren msged me ytd veryvery late at nite and asked me to be wif him. -.-
it was so funny how i was struggling to open my eyes to read e msg, and den i couldnt stop laughing.

it couldnt be more random than tat.
and i merely replied ''reject u.'' and went back to slp.

my heart is kept in an icebox.
but maybe im just waiting for you. yes you, the one who i'll open my heart to and share my dreams with. you, who is waiting for me too.

Nonchalant

2010-09-22T03:04:00.002+08:00

im soooo lazy im gg mia again.
tis place is so under negligence and i dun even wanna care. lol.

some random stuffs now:

1. i am such a geek now. but wif more life than.. ermm... geeks. -.-

2. im now too cool to express any favour for anything so its really 100% bochup.

3. awful cramps but i still drank teh peng and ate ice. -.-
i think im super awesome in taking care of myself. shrugs.

4. tmr (actually today coz its past midnite alrdy) is gonna be a superduper tiring day.
coz im gonna haf less than 5 hrs of slp and i dun think i can slp til 3am or 4am e next day.
its worth it though :)) i hope =/

soooooooooooooooo tired. nite peeps.

Awesome

2010-09-16T02:07:00.003+08:00

free passes to universal studios thanks to qx. =D
had fun. pics and details soon!

now i've a clearer direction. no more confusions hopefully.
i've decided.

no more ''100% ai mai ai mai" anymore. haha!
we've taken our fair chances of calculated risks.
she's very rite, now im happy-go-lucky and in bochup mode.

now i'm just gonna sit back, relax, and enjoy.

do be happy for me ok.=)))

Tomorrow Tomorrow

2010-09-14T23:59:00.004+08:00

back from steamboat wif e uni girls.
LOTS of gossips coz im e kpo one in e gang hahahahaha.

will update pics and details maybe tmr nite.

TMR IS GONNA BE JUDGEMENT DAY.
will be meeting qx for lunch first.
den im gonna brace myself.

as the gang alrdy guessed, im pondering abt some stuffs now.
generally confused, as usual.
and watever decision im gonna make depends on tmr.

we shall see where i'll move on from here.

~~~

oh and i wanna apologise to mel for ytd.
we reallyreallyreally tried to get out but epic fail coz e lect was looking at me.
scared she forgo my attendance if i juz guang ming zheng da walk off wif my bag.
so pls dun be mad at me and fiance. =/ sorry.

Its Meme Time

2010-09-08T15:19:00.004+08:00

If you were in the hospital on life support, would the last person you kissed come to see you?
yes?

Have you ever been called Prince/Princess?
hmm yeah.

When was the last time you slept at someone else's house?
last thurs. at qx's.

Are you a bad influence?
bad influence to e goody two shoes. haha.

When was the last time you went shopping?
ermm. during term break i think.

Would you ever get a tattoo?
nah. i'll prob get disowned. lol

What do you normally do when you've had a really bad day?
emo in a corner and refuse to talk to anyone.

Is your cell phone fully charged?
not sure.

Do you think making out is slutty?
no. making out is part of dating isnt it? if it is den everyone's slutty?

Are you currently wearing any perfume or cologne?
nope. ran out and havent buy yet.

Do you think relationships are ever really worth it?
if the person's worth it.

What's something you say when you are shocked?
i cant even speak. i'll juz stand there wif wide opened mouth. lol

Are you afraid of the dark?
when im alone in unfamiliar places. i've had tis really bad experience in a hotel before. =/ scaryyyy.

Ever turned anyone down you shouldn't have?
i dunno? i hope not? but i think i haf. errr.

What is something you disliked about your day?
having lab in e lecture hall later. WHAT THE HECK?!

Did you wake up in the middle of the night last night?
nope. deep sleeper.

What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
singing in front of my com. still kbpx deprived. sobs.

How do you feel about the last person that texted you?
oh seriously, i dunno.

Last thing you purchased?
seaweed chicken from sch canteen.

Where did your last hug take place?
pasir ris beach.

Do you have curly hair?
nah. =(

Have you ever told someone you were in love with them?
yeah.

Are you trying to avoid liking somebody at the moment?
im generally juz confused. as usual.

Do you think there's always room in your heart for your first love?
lol first love seems soooo long ago.

Is there something you are waiting for?
yeah. hopefully i wun give up too soon. =/

Do you want to get married & have children one day?
yeah.

Who was the last person who left your life and hurt you?
you-know-who

You walk in on your boyfriend/girlfriend kissing your very best friend, what do you say to them?
why use words when actions speak much louder?

Did you make anything to eat today?
nope.

Where did you get the shirt/sweatshirt youre wearing?
bangkok.

What are you doing after this?
continue singing?

How tall are you?
taller than u.

Are you a loud person?
errr it depends.

Who did you last say I love you to?
errrr. i think i said it to my aunt's dog. i went ''ginger i love you!'' LOL

Wkend Pics

2010-09-06T20:21:00.013+08:00

they're not even on fb yet! hahaha.

tats our emo corner of e nite. hahaha!!

and here i've short hair!
fyi i showed tis pic to bunny and he said if i cut short my hair he dunwan me alrdy LOL!!
what? short hair not nice meh???!!
he was kidding btw. lol

and below are bbq pics.

tis is not candid btw.
i said ''take photo!'' and they immeditaley went to give me tis pose. LOL!!!

shifu said i v ahlian leh. WHERE GOT???!!!

it was soooo funny! they stood like tis FORVEVER!!
coz shifu was taking forever to add e charcoal. hahahaha!!!

AND HAPPY BDAY TO ALVIN GUPO!!! HAHAHAHA.

Hi Wkend Bye Wkend

2010-09-05T19:02:00.002+08:00

ok. my long wkend doesnt really feel v long.
coz time ALWAYS fly damn fast when im enjoying myself.

met up wif qx, qy and by for kbox at cck on thurs.
fiance couldnt join coz she has kickboxing. =((
anyw it was soooooo unsatisfying coz we got kicked out at 10pm.

i havent even finished my songs. sobs.
by suggested cabbing over to clementi to continue but qx and qy wanna go back so we went back to qx's.
camped over at her place tat nite.

fri was dinner at pasir ris beach. haha and initially i was like ''u're gonna bring me go eat sand rite?!''
the nite was relatively sweet but i aint gonna elaborate.

ytd. was bbq at shifu's place.
it was really really nice seeing my polymates again. after like so long.
so yeah. thankyou shifu for organising, after i threw tantrum tat time. sorry. =/ haa.

i guess shifu and shixiong had their fun bullying me.
sneaking attacks and trying to throw me into e pool all the time.
it was soooo scary ok. lol.

guess it was entertainment for e other guys seeing how they bully me.
why am i always e victim??? tell me tell me. =/

after bbq was alcohol party. lol.
got scammed into drinking by alvin and shixiong. damn it la they damn er xin.

we were supposed to pass tissues by using only our mouths, and those who dun dare maz drink.
so i was thinking ''ok, pass tissue ok la, can bite e dangling part.'' and so im in e game.
and guess wat?! shixiong put e whole tissue into his mouth and only left abit out for me to bite.
so tat means if i were to take it i haf to kiss him.

OK SO I CHICKENED OUT. hahahaha.

real idiots la. they said they purposely one. hahaha.
shixiong said if i got drunk he's gonna dump me into e pool. thanks ah. -.-"

but i didnt really drink much coz im scared of getting drunk again. haha. =/

after tat e rest left, coz they wanna catch e last train/bus.
only left me me and shifu and shixiong.

den we went up to shifu's place for red wine. yummeh yummeh.
and we played street fighter and soccer on his ps3. hahaha.

as usual. they kept bullying. (and shixiong scratched me! omg)
he said ''i wanna play wif karin. i wanna thrash her 11:0'' snores. in e end he didnt and i scored a goal. dun pray pray. lol.

stayed ard til almost 2 den shifu drove me back.
thanks shifu. ahahah sorry u cant drink coz u haf to send me back. -.-''

and errr. no pics yet. haha. coz they r all still in my cam.
and some in shifu's cam. hehe.

actually, tis whole wkend's pics r all still in my cam.
so lazy to load them in my com hahahaha. ps.

Oh Hi Sept!

2010-09-02T16:16:00.003+08:00

im still not quite sure if im in the correct mth.
it seems like 2010 passed by like a blur. i cant recall wat i did in august.

kbox wif qx and by later. and slpover at qx's til tmr.
dinner wif bunny tmr and bbq at shifu's on sat.

i actually miss hanging out wif e uni girls. hi ket, pps, rena, angie, jane!
u know girls, its been sooooo longggggg.
like u know, dinner and hang out and yaks and karmasutra pink monsters. LOL. ok the last one was irrelevant.
the last time we hung out ws *gasps*! my bday?! soooo long ago. =/

lets make sept more happening.

Joy

2010-08-30T23:19:00.003+08:00

i love how comfortable i am when we're tgt.
the only ppl who've seen me smile, laugh, cry, crazy, drunk, throw up, throw tantrums and *gasps* naked. -.-"

there r times when i feel like running away from everyone.
not from them. these r e ppl i wanna run to.

Roars

2010-08-29T23:00:00.002+08:00

im gg day class tmr. wahaha. like finally.

attended qx's dad's bday bbq ytd.
it was fun. though initially it was only me and mel and e unknown uncles ( qx's relatives)
more on tat another day coz im lazy. sheesh.

today was meetup wif ks, tg, hy and jasmine.
spent most of our time wlaking ard aimlessly before deciding to sit at cathay to play monopoly deal.
i was v noob at first coz it was my first time!
after tat got e hand of it liao. woohooo!!! and i won e game!!! =DD
den headed over to miramar for dnner wif parents after tat.

haha abrupt end coz i've no mood to blog. =/

I Wan To Complain!

2010-08-28T01:08:00.004+08:00

bunny clawed me juz now and i haf scratches on my wrist. =/

the thing wif me and him is tat we're constantly 'fighting' wif each other.
so its either he gets injured or i get injured. roars.

he told me earlier on he's gg drinking later and my reply was ''may your liver rot.''
i know its really mean but tats how we communicate. sarcasm.
it actually means ''take care''. hahahahaha.

u know, we never agree on anything.
its annoyinggggg. hahahahahaha.

anyw, on a lighter note, im attending qx's dad's bday bbq tmr.
and buffet wif e family on sunday. loves. =))
prob meeting wif wif e guys next wk and dcnt02 gathering at shifu's!!! wheeeee.

Eat. Sleep.

2010-08-27T00:12:00.002+08:00

had tis conversation wif my darling earlier on.

darling: i hope he's a nice lect.
me: yeah. hopefully he'll allow us to eat in class so in e future i can bring in rice and noodles etc.
darling: LOL!!! u're always worrying abt whether u can eat in class anot!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

serious. everytime we haf a new lect, i'll pray i can eat in his/her class. 1st priority. LOL!!!
of coz another impt thing is whether he's lenient anot.
like whether we can come late or slp in class etc.
coz im always late and forever dozing off in e middle of lects. zzz

AND. if we can sign our own attendance. coz if can den can pon. muahahaha.

haha. back to e food topic.
i had 2 bowls of rice, a slice of bread and some biscuits and milo for supper ytd nite.
was extremely full but i couldnt resist food. =/

gluttony is me. im guilty.

bunny's always telling me ''im gonna go broke feeding you!''
WHATWHAT. i can feed myself okay. not tat he's even feeding me in e first place. snores.

i was soooooooo sleepy in class juz now.
i swear i could haf juz drooled on my lect notes if not for e constant table shaking from beside and infront. i couldnt keep my eyes open! it was so torturous! HAHAHA.

shld i go slp now or watch one epi of glee? ahhh. tough one eh.

Now Im A Geek

2010-08-26T00:27:00.002+08:00

sch started on tues. bleahhh.
attended both nite classes coz i was busy wif tuition in e day.
i would haf attended e day class if i could. haha. but den rena will be alone. =/

i think im gonna ditch my kid soon.
coz really gonna haf a heart attack soon if i continue.

today he kept wanting to get out of e hse to go downstairs to play wif his frenz.
and i had to drag him on e floor from e door back to e study table.
he was kicking and screaming all e time, purposely aiming at my orh chey. damn him! LOL!!

buay tahan laaaaaa!!!!
think can really shorten my lifespan.

so i was thinking maybe i shld juz ditch him and go get a job.
coz i need $$$$$$$$$$.

everyone's asking me to travel.
ask me go tw. ask me go phuket. walaoooooo. no money alrdy laaa!!! =((((

if i get a job den can save up much faster.
but den tat oso means e end of my freedom. i'll prob be tired everyday. =/
oso means no more mambo at zouk on weds alrdy. can only be geek.

sighssssss.
nowadays having intentive tuition for my kid and tat alrdy drained out all my energy alrdy.
im like mad tired everyday after tuition.
and when i reach sch all i wanna do is eat and den slp. snores.

my bro was like asking me if im gonna watch glee later. coz im currently watching glee ma.
den i said ''nah. im tired. wanna slp.''
den he said ''ur reputation v cui leh. u're forever sleeping.''

WHAT WHAT!!! tired leh. tuition is like parenting.
make me haf phobia of having my own kids now.
my god. im leaving!

Wahahaha

2010-08-23T00:18:00.003+08:00

coz calvin juz made me a v happy person. LOL!!!! =pPp
hey calvin u're v v v v v v cute too. hugs.

I'll Back Off So You Can Live

2010-08-22T00:04:00.000+08:00

love tis song. =))

Wk's Summary

2010-08-21T22:52:00.007+08:00

tis wk passes by like lightning.
tuition everyday.
almost driven crazy by my kid, but e good thing abt extended hrs is tat i get paid sooner.

may i not haf a kid like him in e future.

cycling at ecp and sumptous meal wif e family on mon.
family time is bliss.=)

did nth on tues except tuition. nuaing is bliss too, at times. =/

dinner + movie wif kate on wed. parents were out tat day so staying out late became aloooot more easier. shopped a little and got some loots.

tuition agaaaain. on thurs. and dinner + shopping wif liting. more loots. =/
tried on tis v chio black dress but didnt get it in e end. managed to ctrl myself.
but i really liked it alot. bleah. still thinking abt it.

u know tat feeling when u wanted smth badly but in e end u juz gave it up?
arghhhhhhzzz. now im having tat feeling. sighs.

tis one!
it made me look slim! muahahaha!!!

and again had tuition. den dinner + pubbing at holland v wif freddie and jeremy.
i almost cried when jeremy suggested kbox coz i was having bad flu and cant sing. haa.

tuitioned today again. and extended tuition tmr.
no life. there goes my wkend but shrugs. i need $$$$$$$$$$$.

i actually cant wait to graduate so i can go get a proper job and start earning money.
there're so many places i wanna go and so many things i wanna do.
but im juz a qiong shu sheng and theres nth i can do abt it.

anyw i think my curfew's lifted.
but its like no diff coz sch's starting soon anyw. not looking fwd at all.

i had a weird dream someday ago.
i kept running down endless flights of stairs throughout e entire dream. wat does it mean?
it seems like dejavu.

pics another day. tata.

Once Upon A Time

2010-08-12T16:19:00.002+08:00

i was reading e past posts and memories flooded like crazy. hahaha.
nice ones though. =DDD

how i miss those crazycrazy poly + sec sch life of mine.
all my posts were like abt how much fun i was having wif ppl in my life.
was reading and i was like thinking ''wow my life seemed perfect in e past!''

i was like so happy all e time!!!
well, not tat im not now but reading those entries made me wish i was there, u know?

like when i was reading abt e sentosa post wif e 402 peeps, i wish i was there.
or wish tat it can happen again.
i miss playing stupid monkey on e beach and stumbling all over e sand chasing e ball.
i oso miss burying ppl in e sand after they lost a game and kite-flying in e sea and being mistaken as crazy ppl.

and u know wat? i actually miss alvin. HAHAHAHA.
most of my posts has him in it lor.
chalet oso got him, outing oso got him, send me home oso him.
and now its like very very very long since i saw him le. =((((((

and and and. i keep seeing benny in all my entries. LOL.
kinda miss him though. not tat kind of miss, but u know, another kind.
afterall he's been part of my life for sooooooooooo many yrs hahahha.

AND MOST IMPTLY! WEIJIE STILL EXISTED AT TAT TIME.
hahahhaa. now he's really deemed as mr. mia le lor.
at least when i was reading my entries, his name still popped out.
now i think i totally forgot he existed. LOL!!

anyw! my life's not bad now too la. but a little stressed. but i guess after my paper tmr everything will be back to normal. heehee.

alrdy in hol mood. =/ how?

Backtracked

2010-08-10T21:32:00.003+08:00

my magmag and mel's dolly.

she took it on e nite before we flew off, when she slept over at my place.=))

i think im still not ready for august. im still living in june. =/

Not Very MIA Afterall

2010-08-09T17:29:00.002+08:00

mia epic fail la. LOL!!
in e end i've been talking to every single person i see online, fb-ing, smsing etc.

super cramp ytd and so i slept e whole afternoon.
today's better but i've a party at home now so no mood to study as well.

speaking of e party, its an annual national day party my mum will hold for all relatives.
like sort of a gathering and stuffs.
one yr juz passed like tat. mad fast hor?

it actually seems juz like ytd, when we got tix for e ndp rehearsal thanks to jerome who was performing there last yr.
shrugs. and manymanymany memories.

u know wat im best at doing?
running away from everything and pretending tat nth happened.
im awesome. awesome at psycho-ing myself.

at times its not im unfeeling. a line has to be drawn, isnt it?
if no one's gonna do it, den i will. at least i'll try.

Mia

2010-08-02T15:38:00.002+08:00

2nd day of aug. and i feel tat im still gg nowhere.
mad stressed. =/

may be gg mia so i can concentrate fully.

sms me or smth if u ppl miss me. haha. dun think i'll be gg online. (hopefully? lol)
coz the internet is distracting!!!! really.

if i fail my papers, its fb's fault. LOL.

TATA~~~~~~~

oh. i cant wait for chalet though. hohoho.
i hope by den my mum will let me stay. =/

Hey August!

2010-08-01T18:20:00.010+08:00

yup. in a blink of an eye.

gongong's 80th.
had champagne and cake and shou tao and roast pig.
only had a glass of champagne coz my gastric wasnt feeling well tat nite. =((

rachel has cute head gears!!!

i love ginger! she's like e cutest thing alive. muahahhaa

EXAMS EXAMS EXAMS.
not really my fave thing to think of now but its always in my mind, reminding me. sighs.

i couldnt be sure anymore. everything's turning grey.

Cheers To New Beginnings!

2010-07-31T16:55:00.013+08:00

HAHA. fun. love my girls.

pics r all not in order coz i juz simply koped it from fiance's fb and post here. heehee.
but it was an awesome night!

the post title may seem like there's no sense to it but hey! there is okayyyy!!!
it was in some note fiance wrote when dedicating songs.
den e person sort of misunderstood our intentions. HAHAHAHA. mad funny.

enjoyed e music and camwhoring e entire nite. pics always flood when e cam is in my hands.
danced in our seats and made stupid talks and stuffs.

hard rock night in sentosa! woohoo!

honestly i miss them alrdy. they're like a part of my life and somehow not meeting for too long feels uncomfortable. HAHAHA.

now i sound like some possessive psycho fren! LOL!!!!!

but im not ok! i juz like being crazy wif them.
maybe i've been too stressed up nowadays. exams coming and blah blah blah.
i feel like relaxing. but whenever i do so i feel guilty. =/

i cant wait for everything to be over.
den maybe by den i can go cycling. i miss e beach suddenly. wanna see stars. -.-

gonna post grandpa's 80th pics soon. =))

Impromptu

2010-07-29T16:11:00.003+08:00

wif kate. haha.

had tis stupid labtest ytd til ard 840pm.
den i was hungry. and urgently need to pee. =/

flew out of e class and into e toilet immediately.
and when i came out, everyone was gone. well, sort of. at least ket and pps were missing.
and i wanted to ask if they wanna go eat. =((

so i was like, fine i'll juz go home.
and so i strolled to e bus stop and den rena's bus came and she ran off. haha.
saw kate sitting there so i went over to talk to her.

and she went ''wanna go town?''
and i said ok and we juz went. haha.

she was having tis crazy craving for cakes so we went over to coffeebean at ion to rot.
and den chris jioed zouk. again. snores.
we both went ''nooooooooooo.''
and den started teasing tat he was gay. LOL.

hung ard til 10plus and we decided to go search for salty food.
but all e shops were either closed or closing. =(((
mad sad. made me miss tw street food den. HEHE.

so we went back at ard 11plus.

am in such a grouchy mood tis few days. SIGHS.
why why why why. =(((

Koped Meme

2010-07-27T13:50:00.003+08:00

1 .PICK OUT A SCAR YOU HAVE, AND EXPLAIN HOW YOU GOT IT.
hmmm. i dun think i've any?

2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
pink and purple paint separated by mickey and frenz wallpaper in e middle.

3. WHAT DOES YOUR PHONE LOOK LIKE?
a phone.

4. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?
watever. serious. lol. eng, mandarin, korean, canto etc.

5. WHAT IS YOUR CURRENT DESKTOP PICTURE?
one of e pic taken in yehliu, tw. =D

6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
i wanna graduate. haha.

7. WHAT TIME WERE YOU BORN?
i dunno.

EIGHT IS GONE. o_o

9. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO?
HAHA. nagging. e korean song mel let me listen to when she camped over my place last time.

10. DO YOU GET SCARED OF THE DARK?
ermm. at times.?

11. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?
tis emo fren la. he went missing and i got worried so i cried.

12. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOR DO YOU LIKE ON THE SAME SEX?
no preference.

13. DO YOU LIKE PAINKILLERS?
when needed.

14. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINKS?
coffee!

15. FAVE PIZZA TOPPING?
lots of cheese! plus meat. hahaha.

16 IF YOU COULD EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
beef noodles. the tw maggi!!! awwwwww.

17. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU MADE MAD?
i haf no idea.

18. DO YOU SPEAK ANOTHER LANGUAGE?
mandarin. canto counted? its a dialect though. haha.

19. WHAT WAS THE LAST GIFT SOMEONE GAVE YOU?
gift. lemme think uh. necklace i think?

20 DO YOU LIKE SOMEONE?
yesyes. doesnt everyone?

21.ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?
nah.

22. FAVORITE FRIEND?
serious. i love everyone. haha. i dun wanna sound bias here.

23. WHAT'S YOUR DREAM CAR?
i like mazda. lol.

24. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?
i dun think i can choose rite. love is unexplainable. i will still love him whether he's leaving or not. if he's leaving i'll leave wif him.

25. SAY A NUMBER FROM 1-100.
17!

26. BLONDE OR BRUNETTE?
brunette.

27. WHAT IS THE ONE PHONE NUMBER THAT SHOWS UP ON YOUR PHONE THE MOST?
ermm. my kid's grandpa? lol. he calls me alot these days coz of e court case.

28. WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST?
oh it really depends. when im pmsing basically everything can annoy me. when im in a good mood nth will coz i'll juz laugh it off. lol.

29. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF THE U.K.?
HAHA. i've been out of u.k ALL THE TIME. =/

30. YOUR WEAKNESS?
procrastinating. HAHA.

31. WHAT WAS THE LAST GIFT YOU GAVE?
the bunny i bought in tw lor. haha.

32. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE HOLIDAY?
i love all holidays but i really miss those days in tw and hk wif my cnp peeps!!!

33. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
who hasn't? =DD

34. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE THIS?
lunching.

35. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
no idea.

36. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ALCOHOL BECAME ILLEGAL?
i dun really care. we haf mocktails! LOL.

37 WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
anyone wanna get me a car? =DD

38. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
i dun think so.

39. DO YOU WISH ON STARS?
shooting stars. butbutbut. they dun come true. but they're pretty anyw. =D

40. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
ermm okok la.

41. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE VEGETABLE?
i like sambal kangkong. hehe.

42. ANY BAD HABITS?
procrastinating!!

43. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING CD ON THE SHELF?
uh. i dunno?

44. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
WHY NOT? =D im awesome!

45. HAVE YOU EVER TOLD A SECRET YOU SWORE NOT TO TELL?
nope.

46. DO LOOKS MATTER?
to a certain extend, yes.

47. HOW DO YOU RELEASE YOUR ANGER?
i cry. =/

48. WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME?
HAHA. qx's hse? or rather, sch. zzz. sad.

49. DO YOU TRUST OTHERS EASILY?
dun wan to anymore.

50. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY WHEN YOU WERE LITTLE?
magmag! =DDD and she's still my fave!

51. ARE YOU AFRAID OF GROWING UP?
sighs.

52. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
occasionally.

53. ARE YOU RELIGIOUS?
no.

54. DO YOU GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?
i love my parents.

55. WHAT IS THE MOST PAIN YOU HAVE EVER EXPERIENCED?
heartache. the worst ever. but i got through it anyw, juz like how everyone else did. =D

56. DO YOU UN-TIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
nah, i just yank them off.

57. LAST THING YOU SPILLED?
i guess its water?

58. DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS?
no.=(((

59. FAVOURITE COLOURS?
pink, purple, white.

60. WHAT'S THE LAST BOOK YOU READ?
my immuno textbk. sad life. HAHA. =/

61. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
dun care.

62. WHAT'S YOUR DREAM VACATION?
a world tour, going anywhere i want whenever i want.

63. LAST THING YOU ATE/DRANK?
rice.

64. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
hmmm. bunny. haha.

65. DO YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT?
no. =/

66. FAVOURITE DRINK?
water. green tea. soya bean.

67. FAVOURITE ZODIAC SIGN?
rabbit. hahaha.

68. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE SPORT?
soccer. wahahaha. =p

69. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOR?
black.

70. EYE COLOUR?
black. or dark brown?

71. TALL OR SHORT?
TALLER THAN YOU.

72.SIBLINGS?
one brother.

73. FAVOURITE MONTH?
december? dun really haf a fave.

74. DO YOU LIKE SUSHI?
yes!

75. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
despicable me. wif e girls. =DDD

76. FAVOURITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
dun haf a fave either. =/

77. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT?
define "out".

78, SUMMER OR WINTER?
winter. definitely.

79. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS?
relationships, obviously!

80. WHO IS THE MOST LIKELY TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
doesnt matter.

81. WHO IS LEAST LIKELY TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
shrugs.

82. IS ANYONE IN LOVE WITH YOU?
ehhhhhhh. u gotta ask them ok.

83. BIGGEST FEAR(S)
cockroach?

84. LOUD OR QUIET?
depends. really.

85. FAVORITE MOVIE?
LOTR. all time fave.

86. IN THE PAST YEAR HAVE YOU MET SOMEONE WHO HAS CHANGED YOUR LIFE?
yeah.

87. HAVE YOU EVER REJECTED SOMEONES CALL ON PURPOSE?
hasn't everyone?

88. FACEBOOK OR MYSPACE?
facebook!

89 MORNING OR NIGHT?
night. im not a morning person.

90. DO YOU SPEND YOUR LIFE ON FACEBOOK?
unfortunately yes. =(

91. DESCRIBE YOURSELF IN ONE WORD.
awesome.

92. DREAM JOB?
hmmmm. i'll think abt it.

93. DO YOU BELIEVE IN AFTER-LIFE?
no.

94. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF MARRIAGE?
a huge, huge leap of faith and unquestioning trust that i'm not sure i have.

95. HAVE YOU DONE SOMETHING YOU REGRETTED IN THE PAST YEAR?
yesyes. but no point dwelling on it now. =D

96. IS THERE SOMEONE YOU WANT TO BE WITH RIGHT NOW?
actually. im fine wif e way things r now. haaa. yes fiance u know wat im talking abt! =D

97. IF YOU COULD GET PLASTIC SURGERY WHAT WOULD IT BE?
i dun think i wan to?

98. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU WATCHED A MOVIE WITH?
e cnp girls.

99. WHAT WAS IT?
despicable me.

100. TAG 25 PEOPLE!
nah.

And Everything Was A Blur That Nite

2010-07-26T14:43:00.008+08:00

i'll prolly rmb tat nite for life. or not =/ *gasps*

was talking to kate e day after and she gave me psychotherapy coz i was mad confused over some things. LOL.

she said ''Jus laugh and laugh. if they laugehd at u, at least u laughed first. last one who laughed was e one who farted.''

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. ok tat was really psycho but heck! it made me laughed out loud.

and i had PINK eyes tat nite. mad fake but pink is a lovely colour so who cares!!!! =p

went over to dblo to grab free drinks first

den head over to zouk to meet e guys

and he zi lian wif my cam -.-"

and we juz grabbed calvin over for a pic coz he was nearby

and so were e both of them

and i cant rmb anything after tat. LOL

i realised my posts r getting short coz im lazy. HAHA.
im gonna do a meme later and maybe i'll post them up here.

and i haf some funny pics in my dad's lappy. will post them up soon too. hehe.
IF i haf e time to go use his lappy. heehee.

Part Of Life...

2010-07-25T14:24:00.002+08:00

grandpa's 80th bday ytd.
hard rock sentosa wif e cnp girls on fri.
and zouk wif e uni peeps on wed.

all e pics still in my cam. im lazy to transfer them to my com.
will do so when im.... not so busy.

woke up at like 10am ytd coz my kid's grandpa called.
he needs me to help him wif some legal docs.
apparently its some court disputes. -.-

and den later in e evening chris msged.
r/s probs AGAIN.

been reallyreally busy trying to console and counsel him.

we've always had tis extraordinary r/s. i've known him for like.. wat 10yrs?!
i haf no idea how to describe it, but its extraordinary. HAHA.

we kept saying we'll eventually get tgt at e end of e day.
but we nv got tgt. we each got respective partners. but we're always there for each other whenever stuffs happens.

i know tis time he's really upset.
so i went to investigate abit. its e same old trust issues.

it got me thinking abt my own r/s too.
everyone haf to go through it, dun they? its like part of life.
sometimes u know its stupid but u juz haf to go deeper.
til one day u realised u cant get out anymore.

love is juz amazing. it isnt really tat hard actually u know?
it takes 2 hands to clap.
if both r willing to compromise den im sure it'll be happily ever after after.

but nowadays ppl give up too easily.
tats why fairytales nv exist.

maybe i'll go find him later again. i hope he dun try to do anything stupid.

tata~~~~

Coz We Were All Psychic!

2010-07-17T19:41:00.004+08:00

was supposed to watch despicable me wif bunny ytd but coz i was late so we watched inception instead.
it was good, like wat joel said.
but i dun think bunny liked it v much coz... he said they talked too much. shrugs.

but i think my tardiness was meant to be coz after tat went over to jp for dinner wif fiance and we so happen to meet qx, qy and yh there.
and according to them, vl and lk was downstairs at nyny.
so basically e ENTIRE was there, juz at different place doing diff things.

and so we decided it was fate, we decided to catch despicable me tgt.

SO LUCKY I WAS LATE TAT AND DIDNT GET TO WATCH DESPICABLE ME.
YOU SAY ITS FATE ANOT?!

came home at ard 10 to change shoes and den went back out at ard 1045 to meet e rest at mac.
movie-ed til ard 230am?

home sweet home after tat.

haf pics but im too lazy to post them. check them out at fb.=))

btw tis is a v nice song.

You'll Prob Get Sick Of My Face

2010-07-09T13:11:00.099+08:00

for e rest of e pics but go to my fb. =D

day 1.

mel. my sleeping buddy on plane.
we're awesome. once onboard we slp all e way til food comes.

transitting at hk airport.
outside e toilet

queueing up

on plane to tw! =D

tw airport. juz arrived.

taima got holy light on her LOL

while wiating for e car to come fetch us to hotel

on our way to hotel

and our hotel is awesome!!! =DDD

dinner at raohe night market

after e drought at wufenpu HAHA

day 2.

i've no idea where e above 2 place are. hehe.
coz its a full day tour and we juz followed.

yehliu is awesome!

they haf lots of mushrooms-lookalike rocks all over

climbed onto tis scary thingy

loved tis scenery but its SUPER HOT

den we went jiufen for lunch

and hot spring after tat
got to see everyone naked HAHAHAHA.
mel was damn lame.
she was crawling on all fours all over coz e water's either too hot or too cold for her LOL

made it a point for everyone to wear e pig tee we bought at raohe after showering at e hot spring.

and we went shihlin

came back wif loots =D

day 3.

breakfast. =D

mafias.

toilet shot hahaha

tis is fiance's btw hahaha

candid but it looks nice actually

HAHAHAHAHAHA!!

SWEET. =DDD

on e way to din tai fung.
walked like siao lor. -.-"

XIAO LONG BAO!!!!

and den its shopping at ximending

they had tis masturbating statue at partyworld. HAHAHAHA!!
mel and i were damn crude can!

their partyworld damn cool lor. like hotel lidat.
den e room got toilet and stage one!!!!!!

singing some mayday song.
either sun wu kong or jump jump jump tat one

cute!
i was outside on e phone wif mummy btw HAHA.
coz i everynite HAD to call home. im homesick easily.

surprise bday celebration for mr neo!!!!
TOUCHED LEH!!!

day 4.

wif my sleeping buddy on plane again. hehe.

on e bus on our way to hotel.
wif fiance. muack!

view from the peak.
hk kinda overcrowded eh?

mel peeping tsktsk!!!

eat his tofu. HAHAHA.
he looks so real la can!!!!

low blow hitler coz i hate him.

gg crazy LOL

QIE CHUO WIF MY IDOL!!!!!
WOOOOOOHOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!

dunno who e hell is tis but he looks so emo!!!
and he's in a corner somemore so i cant help but to emo tgt wif him

im actually singing a song HAHAHAHHAA

my bf but he dao me tsktsk!
dun give face i think im dumping him.

day 5.

on our crystal cable car!

love my fiance. hehe.

difficult to climb on tis thing coz e floor's so damn HOT!!!

WO AI TIS PIC!

love tis but e umbrella extra lol

nice scenery. nice pose. wrong partner. SNORES. lol.

while waiting for e rest

a chopchop pic when e train came HAHA

DISNEYLAND!!!

e 2 kids extra lor -.-

FAVE PIC!!! LOVES TO THE MAX!!

mickey mouse pose fail LOL

super cute sushi!!

day 6.

lin heung lou dim sum breakfast.

ahhhhh. satisfying maggi. LOL

our plate of roast goose, pig's tongue, pig's knuckles etc.

world cup frezy. haha.

guilin gao.

queue to take pic wif e pregnant lady. LOL!!!

onboard e ferry to tsim sha tsui

some 6 star hotel total chioness.

tang chao! =D

haha. e jay chou in front and 3 mafias behind.

while e rest were at bonjour. again. LOL

in e middle of e rd. hiakhiak.

day 7.

wong tai sin temple.

it pretty obvious which is mine. hehe.

guess which is my luggage and hand carry.

Ytd -.-"

2010-07-08T12:13:00.002+08:00

was really a bad bad day for me.
happily went out to meet fiance, mel and qx den on e train stomach cramp.

reached town and fly to toilet immediately.
tio period and no pad. so had to wait for mel and qx to come toilet to save me. LOL!!

in e end camped in e toilet for like 30mins. -.-''
but thanks. glad u girls were here. hugs. =))

dinner at crystal jade la mian xiao long bao.
i was super tong ku there coz my cramp super pain.
still smiled and posed like normal in front of e cam but behind e scene i totally CUI-ED. LOL!!!

walked ard for awjile den i really bth so we went starbucks to sit.
had hot choc but didnt really help.

i was like practically falling in and out of consciousness there lor.
stuck tere for 2 hrs plus coz really cannot move.
ard 10plus den finally decided to cab home.

reached home. bathed and immediately went to slp.
woke up at 3plus coz of e pain and cried. den fell back asleep again.

still cramping now. -.-
later haf to CRAWL to sch alrdy. cries.

Back! =D

2010-07-05T23:51:00.003+08:00

on saturday nite. guess who's e first person i msged. HIAKHIAK.

but anyw not gonna post photos or blog abt e trip yet. IT WAS AWESOME!!!
but not today coz im really really tired.

i've 700 over pics. hahahaha.

a meme first. e trip another day yeah? =D

1. You're trapped in a room for 3 days with your ex, what do you do?
depends on which ex.

2. You're stuck in an elevator with the person you've fallen the hardest for, what happens?
say hi? i dunno.

3. The celebrity you love the most offers to marry you, as long as you don't talk about the marriage to any of your current friends or family members. Secret wedding.. Do you marry them?
no. tis is crazy. i hate tis kind of secret underground r/s thingy. its so dumb.

4. Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?
OH NO PLS DUN INCEST.

5. If you ever want to live to see another day, you're forced to snort cocaine. Do you do it?
yeah. den later go quit lor. being alive is better than being killed... rite?

6. If you woke up in one of the Saw movies, do you think you could survive?
no. i'll juz kill myself.

7. When is the last time you were in a photobooth taking pictures with friend?
so long ago. awww i miss taking neoprints!

9. Have you ever seen someone you knew and purposely avoided seeing them?
hasn't everyone!

10. Do you know anyone with such a terribly annoying voice that you can't even stand it?
nope.

11. On average, what do you think you cry about the most?
i dunno.

12. Do you think your best friends love you?
OF COZ. =D

13. Does the last person you held hands with mean a lot to you?
used to. not anymore.

14. Does it matter to you if your boyfriend/girlfriend smokes?
yeah. my hse is smoke free.

15. Do you think you have made a difference in anyone's life?
i hope so?

17. Where will you be next summer?
its summer here like everyday. if it meant june den prob gaigai? or sch? hmmm.

18. Are you waiting for anyone's call right now?
nope.

19. Do you secretly like someone?
no. i openly like everyone. =D

20. Do you announce when you have to pee?
ALL THE TIME.

21. Who was the last person you cried to?
oh. mel and munyeng. in e haunted hse. HAHAHAHAHA. im sorry for biting u and nearly making u go deaf. =/

22. Are you good at hiding your feelings?
suck at it.

24. Do you trust people easily?
not really.

25. Do you give out second chances easily?
depends. some 2nd chances requires 2nd lifetimes.

26. Do you smile a lot?
hmmmm. guess so?

28. How do you feel about change?
nth much.

29. Have you ever cried from being so mad?
yes i did.

30. Last time you read a text message and smiled?
hmmm. just? =D

31. Have you ever made anyone laugh?
HAHA. WAT DO YOU THINK?

32. Are you happy?
i'd love to be happier. =D

33. If you were abandoned in the wilderness, would you survive?
i hope so? since i've watched so much on how to survive on discovery.

34. First person who texted you today?
beloved sister qx. morning sms to go breakfast. but ended up become lunch. lol.

35. The person you're in love with plans to travel around the world, what do you do?
GO WITH HIM. =DDD

YESSSS!!!

2010-06-26T14:37:00.001+08:00

my long-awaited trip is in less than 24hrs!!!
hohohoho!!!!

wun be back til 3rd nite. contact me at ur own expenses if u miss me.
i wun reply though. MUAHAHAHA.

=/

2010-06-22T18:15:00.000+08:00

been quite some time. since i've felt so scared suddenly.
all i wanna do is to run away. =(

Happy Papa's Day!

2010-06-20T16:05:00.009+08:00

a few pics from my papa's day album. =D

celebration was at holiday inn ytd. food wasnt tat all great but still edible.
e cooked pear thingy was nice though.

everyone was complaining abt e lousy icecream quality but i find it edible so im ok wif it. =p

ARTISTIC!!! =p

michelle anti social

wif piukor
the thorn among e roses! HAHA!

the 4 of us! =D

im totally AWESOME!
i managed to squeeze 5 ppl in e pic wif my NON wide angel cam.
AWESOMENESS LVL X100!!!!!!

abrupt end again. haha. tata~~~

OHOHOH! ONE MORE WK TO MY TRIP!!!! XDDDD

and i cant wait to visit my dentist tmr. my wisdom tooth is killing me. =/
oh and fyi, i took painkillers ytd before e buffet so i can eat. hahahhaa.

Im Just Awesome Laaa

2010-06-17T15:50:00.002+08:00

was eating in e kitchen juz now when i heard a loud beeping sound.
panicked and ran out to tell e bro tat i heard a 'strange beeping sound' and it may be tat e kitchen is gonna explode anytime.

kena bochup. lol.

went back into e kitchen only to realise its e washing machine.
clothes r ready to hang.

im too awesome. -.-"

Lovely

2010-06-14T14:11:00.007+08:00

juz got a msg from ts saying tat he'll organise in e future. lovely.
but he said if e same thing happens again he's gonna give up too.
well done peeps. maybe i shld haf stepped down long ago so u ppl can take over tis tedious job.
now i'll juz stand ard, wait for ppl to arrange swee swee den i juz attend.

guess things juz aint e same anymore.

glad i still haf e cnp peeps.
dug tis out. SWEEEEET. LOL. alvin's handwriting illegible though. =p

town wif e gan didi ytd. coz he emo and no one to go out wif him.
spent like so much on FOOOOOOOODDD. -.-

new book. which im gonna read during e career seminar later.

2 Yr Old Kid Smokes

2010-06-13T00:54:00.001+08:00

nice parenting. -.-"
i think e poor kid's gonna die soon.

Last Wkend

2010-06-12T16:19:00.006+08:00

finally decided to blog abt my wkend last wk. =p
a quick one though coz i wanna go watch tv at 430pm!! =DDD

impromptu kbox wif rendall and his gang. plus 3 of his other frenz.
minus travis coz he seemed to haf disappeared rite after e lesson.

so anyw we sang at cine. it was basically me and rendall's concert coz e rest didnt really sang much.
but it was fun coz i finally satisfied my kbox craving. lalalala~~~

suppered at geylang wif them after singing. minus jianyuan.
den it was home sweet home.

wkends was slpover at qx's hse. =DDD
fiance couldnt make it coz she said she pei her sis go do hair and den had to haf dinner at home?
and den taima ls after eating ushi. LOL.

and so it was only me.
we only had dinner at 9plus lor. -.-'' coz i think e maids cook v slow? LOL.

movies all e way til 3plus den went to slp.
her room's much more cooler thane living room indeed.

been a long long long time since we slept tgt. (LOL sounds wrong!)
i rmb last time watever chalets we oso slp tgt one. like twins lidat. hahahaha.

woke up at 12plus. den her dad bought wanton mee for us.
watched more tv. and webcam wif fiance. hahaha.

after tat i went back to try to skype wif them. FUN.
i posted e skype entry a few days ago i think. hahaha.

ANYW.
world cup started ytd. betted on e matches wif lollipops wif e uni peeps. damn funny.

was listening to beyond's songs juz now and suddenly feel like laughing at myself coz i seldom listened to such old songs.
i think i maz haf been influenced by my bro coz tat time he kept repeating beyond's songs on his playlist. LOL!!!

ouxiang sent me these 2 songs, 就是喜欢你.mp3 and 爱之初体验.mp3 and i cant help laughing out loud like seriously coz these songs r like so old!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA.

i guess my bro is not e only one who listens to old songs. LOL.
think e oldest song in my playlist is zhang xin zhe's guo huo lor. HAHAHAHA.

off to watch tv. tata! xD

*edits* some add ons after simsons. LOL.

sometimes i feel tat be it frenship or bgr r/s, its really really hard to maintain if u're e only one putting in e effort.

if im always e only one doing all e stuffs to try to get everyone tgt, and u ppl always give lame excuses not to turn up, or last min ps, or say ok le but on tat day itself did not turn up and didnt even bother to inform anyone, den tats it man.

yrs after yrs i've been doing all these things juz bcoz i value our frenship and i didnt wan our yrs of frenship to juz go to waste like tis.
but til now i realised im e only one who's been trying hard to maintain it, when everyone doesnt even bother at all.

den it dawned upon me tat, why am i even doing tis in e first place?

try to hard to organise events, fix dates and times, change here and there to pei he everyone, think of places to eat, wat movie to watch, where to go, where to meet, squeeze time out of my busy schedule (yes i do haf my exams and tests and reports and other frenz and both sides of my family too ok! u're not e only busy person out there!) etc.

den in e end no one appreciate my efforts.

i finally got tired. we all do at times, dun we?
and i msged fiance (who is always there for me. muacks!) tat i dun wna to do tis anymore.

i sound so heartbroken here. mannn.
and it feels like im breaking up wif them. rite here on my blog now.

coz i know if i dun organise any events anymore, no one will bother alrdy.
and tats it. we'll all split.

i love my sec sch frenz to bits.
at least i still haf them. and i know some of them r juz a phone call away.
no matter how late or how tired.

i dunno wat will happen to my uni frenz when we graduate.
hopefully i dun need to 'break up' wif them too.
but i really dunno.

sick and tired of all these shits.
not gonna be organiser anymore.

Today's Not A Fairytale LOL

2010-06-11T18:54:00.002+08:00

was sick. went to e doc. did some tests and he said im fine. HAHA.
so oh well. glad it wasnt anything serious.

so much to blog but im sooooo lazy.

calvin asked if i wanna go clarke quay to watch world cup tonite.
thot he was driving, and den he said he's gonna cab home. LOL.
sorry den i'd rather watch at home wif dad and bro. im too broke to cab home all e time!

ouxiang went over to aussie ytd morning.
and im soooooo jealous coz its winter there and he can get to see snow!

tw and hk soon but its summer so oh well.
but still, i'd rather be hot to death there than haf it rain.
coz if it rains den cannot take pics!!!!!!!

16days to go! =DDD

but think i'll be staying up to watch soccer e nite before i fly anyw. HAHA.